If i gave you a gummy, would you cheer up?
Monday's out the door.
Zara:"Hi Tuesday."
tues: no reply.
What else can i say?
I had a rather smooth flowing day. Was stressing out over unfinished literature but i completed it!
yes, i did alright.
My mind was clear, my targets were set.
But when night came,I totally lost it all.
Powerlessly i fought, i succumbed under its spell.
I'm not the type to condemn or to judge you.
But tonight, the silence has to broken.
for your sake, my sake.
You made my heart flutter.
You recreated a feeling that
i thought could never be brought back.
Boy was i surprised,
how fast my heart fell.
I never did believe at love at first sight.
To me that was just a concept of thinking,
but you came and changed it all.
I simply wanted to know more.
Step by step was what should have been.
All i got was the melody,
when the lyrics of your existence meant so much more.
I tried my best to understand.
Time after time,i came up all kinds of excuses for you.
Maybe you were busy or just exhausted.
A call, a msg, would have been fine.
Even a reply was so difficult for you to handle,
it made you look mistakingly useless.
To the world you maybe the sweetest thing,
to me you couldn't even be that one warm fuzzy thing.
Bothersome sleepless nights i lay below,
to just see you smile could corrupt my innermost thoughts.
I am tired and sick of fighting.
These inner battles i face every now and then.
You may have lost interest
or rather that lovely sight.
Don't tell me I'm not the only one,
because i'm not up for that now.
Not tonight.
Stronger is what i always have to be,
how much stronger do i have to be?
There's definitely 1 thing i'm sure of
and that is
i've got to be stronger
to get over you.
you take your sweaters
you take your time
you might have your reasons but you will never have my rhymes
i'm gonna sing my way away from blue
i'm gonna find another you.
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