In the city was a sinner.

2 words.
Mood swings.
This can only mean one thing world. hahas.
Today's chinese paper2 was absolutely horrible.
IT TOTALLY CHEATED ME OF MY FEELINGS.
Just went you think it's manageable.
Stupide.
Another totally distracted day.
It's either pigging out on junkies,walking about or slouching on the couch.
I'm really going to fail.
Gulps.
I've got NO future.


I was distracted by thoughts of a particular thing.
Thing #.
Maybe i really like you.
Maybe things aren't meant to be but why are you still here?
Lingering here, swinging from capillary to capillary.
Stupide!
It has got to stop now.
NOW.

MAROON 5's back! YAYYAYE!

__________________MAKE ME WONDER__________________


toodles world.

Inner kid.

I tell you, this will become vintage one day.
Love happy meals!
A cartoon clip for that inner kid of yours that's dying to come out!



tata.

Up till 5 in the morning.

no clue what's going on?
A woman whose questioning herself.
What has she been doing with her life all this while?
She wants a change.
She's moving on.

I want to burn things up too.
Anyone wants to offer?
Can't believe i was up till 5 in the morning.
What's happening? i would definitely want to know.
Suffering? Everyone in the world have their own sufferings.
So what makes mine so different?
everything in it.
trust me.

goodbye world.

When happening doesn't happen.

Let's do the zombie walk.
RA A RA A RA A RA.
Alright that wasn't necessary but felt like saying that.
It's been pretty gloomy the whole day.
It simply contributes to the oppressive feeling i've been having recently.
Horrid. Simply horrid.
Thought thinking could never be heard? Think again.
My thoughts in my head are speaking far too loudly and i can't hear anything else.


Howling Bells - Low Happening


Oh my multiple complications.

goodnight to you, mad mad world.
zZz out.

MAYBE THIS.

Nausea.Diarrhorea (did i spell that correctly?). bla bla.
Doctor's order : No solid food & no sharing of food.

I've been eating porridge 3days in a row.
It's about time for a change!
Right now, my life's placed on hold for the time being.
Maybe most of my actions aren't put on hold but definitely, stuff going on up there!

Maybe too much putting on hold is a bad thing.
Whatever it is, i've got loads of pictures to show and music to share.
Another time i guess.


Tata!
Z out.

AWAY ON MC.

WILL BE BACK SOON.

GASTRIC FLU? STOMACH ULCER? CHOYYY.

TO KAT: HUN, I'LL GET BACK TO YOU SHORTLY OKAY. WHATEVER IT IS, JUST HANG IN THERE. I KNOW YOUR A STRONG GIRL.

TO JEMIE: HEY HUN. SORRY I'VE BEEN M.I.A. ALOT RECENTLY. I'LL PROMISE TO CATCH UP. PROMISE.


OUCCHHHHHH.
Z OUT.

Neutral Atom

Muscle aching from all the "vigorous" Napfa items.
OUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.


Was having a chat with Tabasco on how the annoying bus was being full of nonsenses. What's the point of going to the bus stop earlier when the freaking bus does not stop!
All the school can tell us, "You've got to find a alternative way to come to school. Go to Tana Merah and walk to school.".
Why in the world would i want to take a route that is longer?
School.. THINK BEFORE YOU ADVICE.

Who would have thought life would be full of so many complications.
One day you'll read about a girl who passed away from complications of a depressed/self-pity & pessimistic heart.
That girl could be me.
alright, once again i sound way tooo morbid.
I'll write a better post soon alright?


Put on your cowboy boots world!
get ready for a slow dance.

He said, Only angels know how to fly
you're wrong.

you ought to see her fly

Zzz out <3

BLAA.

ooooooo ahhhhh.

I absolutely love this song. Maybe you all have heard of it already but I'm new to the Indies genre. But i'm definitely loving it! Mixture of electro beats with vocals.
woohooo. When words fail, music speaks.

So anywayyyyyys, school's been draggy.
Same old routine.
Difficulty getting out of bed.
Having terrible eyebagss! UGH.
yes, we all share the same painful parcel of life.

I have a prediction world.
i predict this is gonna be a UGH-week.
That consists of sleeping in classes,being ultimately stone, craving for more food, not paying attention to anyone.
This is becoming a very draggy post.
I can feel it.
I shall catch some sleep and write better posts the next time!

Good night mate!

P.s. To Alaatoosie (this isn't his real name)

We never did talk things out properly. Maybe even if we did, the tension created when we've in the same room will never go away. I'm all 'lets-talk' while your simply the 'whatever-i-can't-bothered-anymore'. All you could talk to me about was about your ex-es. Loading the hurt baggages on my shoulders. I tried so hard to measure up in everywhere but changed into a different person by that mistake. All i wanted was for you to treat me the way you treated HER.
Oh right..
Thank goodness,i'm not her!

i dedicate this song to you.

MOUTH SHUT


I kept my mouth shut from the start
I guess I left you in the dark
You thought you knew me but you don't
You say you'll love me but you wont
When you find out who I am

I kept my mouth shut for too long
All this time you got me wrong
Now we're in this way too far
I'm about to break your heart
Tear everything we had apart

'Cause I'm feeling lost
When I'm in your arms
The reasons are gone
For why I was holding on to you
I tried so hard
To be the one
I don't like who I've become

Won't keep my mouth shut anymore
I've had my share of closing doors
Now I know I'm not afraid
I know exactly what you'll say
But I'm sorry it's too late

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
(I kept inside of me for all this time)
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
(Thought that I could make it work if I just tried)
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
(But I'm sorry to admit that I have lived a lie)


I kept my mouth shut for too long
Now I know that it was wrong

I wish I told you from the start
That this was never meant to last
We should've never gone this far

Won't keep my mouth shut anymore

by theVeronicas.

I WAITED 12 YEARS FOR THIS.

THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA

Tonight was one of the most spectacular night i ever had in my entire life.

I am still mesmerized by what i just saw.
12 years of hoping and waiting and they all came true in the last 5 hours.
I'm not the kind that is engrossed in Operas 24/7.
However,The Phantom Of The Opera is simply 1 of the best thing that mankind received. All hail to Andrew Lloyd Webber!

To all who wish to criticize or condemn the The Phantom of the Opera, please do close this website. Your sharing of how you-may-not-like-the-opera,isn't something that needs to be shared with me. thank you for your understanding.

I'll be talking alot of the opera the whole week so be prepared for it!
Don't say i didn't warn you.
Original recordings of the phantom & pictures.
exciting isn't it.

To Mr. Brad little, you were fantastic.
To the whole crew, you were sensational.


got to sleep now.
out!

'...the Angel of Music sings songs in my head!"

lub. where's the dub?

huh

Had our 2.4km run this morning.Oh my goodness. Can't believe it's over! I've been looking forward to the run and it's finally over. Before you go all " is she crazy?" 1st of all - I finally can put it aside and never have to worry about it ever and
2nd - I am crazy,thank you very much.

I feel like those people who had a good hard "i want to die" kind of cries and decided that it's really a time for change. Well at least feel better and do better.I mean rainy days can't last forever can they. Neither can broken hearts. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..
I've honestly got to do something about it this time round.I've always done something but maybe it didn't lead me in the right direction. I've got to try and HOPEFULLY it won't get screwed up for the gazillion-th time.I got to stop living in denial and get that life's completely out of control.
Whatever happens,happens.
Saturday, here i come!
be good to me now.
later!


Sucking too hard on your lollipop
Oh, love's gonna get you down

NA NA NA NA NA

I like to say hello and welcome you, good day is my name.

Have you ever felt like kicking yourself in the butt?
For...
1) Wasting time by thinking too much.
2) Coming out with gazillion plans and not completing them.
3) Allowing yourself to eat even more when you know your already full.
4) Telling yourself to get more sleep when you go to bed at a much later time.

and the list goes on! Terrible isn't it. Well that's me you see there. I really do waste alot of time doing nothing productive.N just had her syf today. Hope she did well:)Still trying my best to get my head right to study for the upcoming exams. I'm still lost in the amazon.
hahas.
guess what world!
I got to laugh today.


So why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes?
Z out <3

WE ARE ALL FRUIT JUICES

If i gave you a gummy, would you cheer up?

Monday's out the door.
Zara:"Hi Tuesday."
tues: no reply.

What else can i say?
I had a rather smooth flowing day. Was stressing out over unfinished literature but i completed it!
yes, i did alright.
My mind was clear, my targets were set.
But when night came,I totally lost it all.
Powerlessly i fought, i succumbed under its spell.

I'm not the type to condemn or to judge you.
But tonight, the silence has to broken.
for your sake, my sake.

You made my heart flutter.
You recreated a feeling that
i thought could never be brought back.
Boy was i surprised,
how fast my heart fell.
I never did believe at love at first sight.
To me that was just a concept of thinking,
but you came and changed it all.
I simply wanted to know more.
Step by step was what should have been.
All i got was the melody,
when the lyrics of your existence meant so much more.
I tried my best to understand.
Time after time,i came up all kinds of excuses for you.
Maybe you were busy or just exhausted.
A call, a msg, would have been fine.
Even a reply was so difficult for you to handle,
it made you look mistakingly useless.
To the world you maybe the sweetest thing,
to me you couldn't even be that one warm fuzzy thing.
Bothersome sleepless nights i lay below,
to just see you smile could corrupt my innermost thoughts.
I am tired and sick of fighting.
These inner battles i face every now and then.
You may have lost interest
or rather that lovely sight.
Don't tell me I'm not the only one,
because i'm not up for that now.
Not tonight.
Stronger is what i always have to be,
how much stronger do i have to be?
There's definitely 1 thing i'm sure of
and that is
i've got to be stronger
to get over you.


you take your sweaters
you take your time
you might have your reasons but you will never have my rhymes
i'm gonna sing my way away from blue
i'm gonna find another you.

d-d-don't pretendd.

Been trying to post this entry up yesterday night but my connections were being annoying.
I'm lazy to type it all over again.

I'll just let the music entertain you this time around.



Lost in the trance of emptiness.
hmmmmmmmm?

Z out. <3

Zoning out.

Have you ever wished talking like this in real life existed?



Just when i thought saturday was here,
I then realised it was 11.25 PM.
Oh my lordddddddddddddish.
Knew i shouldn't have taken that "short nap".
My head feels heavier than my body.
Headacheee.

<3

NITWIT

It's actually 6.50 now.Can you believe i'm still awake?
Good friday everybody.
Haven't written anything for a really long time.
Due to the computer being infected with virus and all,it got quite hard to enter sites.
And in the end, i just got bored and lazy.
But i've been saving lots of drafts. (in my head at least)
I want to say loads of things that have happened recently but don't know whether it's appropriate to say.
So i guess i should not =P
Plus it's all down and depressing stuff.
I'm sure you'll get bored half way through so i'll spare you the details.
I'm basically lost in a trance.
If i don't snap out soon..
I don't know what else to do with myself man.

These are some pictures of the boyys.
retards! but still cute.


Go stand on the table & look at the world with a different perspective.
wouldn't that be funn?
YA RIGHT.