And so they say...

and so they say...
"ooouchhhhhhh. I've got a cramped toe!"

I really had a bad toe cramp! hahas.
I could only wriggled my big toe and the rest after the second toe.
yes, laugh it up.
It was painful okay!
hahahahahas.

Anything beyond this is not really important.
Soooo.. you can close this link now.

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I don't want to go to bed crying anymore.
I don't want to continue this road of self-pity.
I know now that things will never work out between us.
I tried different approaches to reach you.
I woke up with smiles that were based on lies that you cared.
It's not like I'm going to die without you
But the agony you created in me could have killed me.
Every sad song made me cry with you in it.
You occupied all the space i had in my brain.
Does this sound obsessively frightening to your horror?
it gets worse, trust me.

I made a huge mistake with someone that made a impact in my life years ago.
3 days was all it took and lasted me quite sometime.
I could never forgive myself for such a foolish act.
I told myself never again will i make that with someone i felt close to my heart.
And you were the next It-guy along my track.
I don't fall easily, boy you check.
Some used to call me "heartbreaker; insensitive"
What did they know?
Only criticize without knowing anything about me.
If you blow me away with your personality at first impression, you got me already.
If you don't blow me away, i'm really sorry this is how i'm made.

You made me giggle to myself by your every message.
You made my heart beat faster than running a km.
You made me smile with your quirkiness
Your charming character made me fall even more apart your blessed looks.
You brought straight-shot happiness in this walking corpse

Weird as it is,
I knew i loved you.
But i tried to hide.
It was too strong for me to handle.
And you just don't see how much it made an impact on me.

You say all the girls say they love you.
But did you bother looking out for me?
I didn't care if you couldn't drink
I didn't care if you loved techno
I didn't even care if you were called the black sheep
Because you meant so much more to me.

Disappear.
Just stay away from me.
The more you pretend to forget me, the clearer it gets in my eyes.

These words i said to you:

Turn off the lights so you can't see my eyes.

Do they sound familiar? Do they ring a bell?
The reason i said that was because i wanted the lights off cause I was the girl crying and the darkness took me in when i was broken.



I loved you stranger.
I actually believed in love at first sight for you,
and you?
You just pushed me aside...