It's for me to know and for you to find out

goodnight goodnight

Not with the flow today. Seriously need to dunk my head in Ice water.
Maybe that would work.Maybe..

tuned out.

I "love" Graphs

Bet you miss seeing this don't you!

I have made a decision.
I have decided to love graphs.
Or at least convince myself with a grin on my face
"Alrighty now! This is fun!"
YA RIGHT.

I meant, yeah right: )

today's a sinful day and i hate feeling guilty but i do:(
1. I ate an Up-sized Mcwings meal.
2. I didn't go for tutorial.
3. I took a extremely long nap.
4. I ate Chocolate right before dinner.
5. I lied.

This is bad i tell you.
BAD
BAD
BAD.

Maths tuition was rather fun today.
J was just telling me of how he once dreamt of MATHS.
1 + 2 = 5 ??
HAHAS.
Apparently, that's what he said. But he still did well anyways.

Our humorous conversation we had.
Me: Wow! You have nice handwriting. Boys don't usually have nice handwriting.
J: Err, I'm a man.

Hahas, nonsenses i tell you.

goodnight world.

R FOR RROSE

I rather be a silly girl with a rose,
then a silly boy with a stick.


goodnight world.

Please don't tear my paper wings

I had dreams of monsters.


Melancholic mood.
The coldness of the night surrounds me.
Swallows me up and locks me inside.
Without air, i suffocate in this illusionary dungeon
I shouldn't have been too complacent
I should have foreseen this
Ever so heavy & ever so stubborn
I'm crushed to the ground
By its silence.




goodnight world.

But Honey Pie, you're not safe here

I was an inch close not going to school today.
I wanted to remain in my land where nothing mattered.
Well, that only applies when i don't dream of course:)
But I'm glad i did actually.

We had a youth talk about life on the hold.
Issues each and everyone of us have difficulty with.

I really enjoyed the 7hours i spent there.

PARADIGMS
we all have it.

Whatever we've done sth wrong or wished to have changed sth about ourselves, our lives, our words, our actions, that's all the in past now.

What I've constantly said to myself or to people is that what matters the most is right now.

It was good to hear back the advice i once preached.
You can't change the past, but you can treasure right now & change the future.

Here's an inspiring message to whose who need some light in their lives.

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. - quoted by Marianne Williamson



You know that feeling where everything feels right?
Where you don't have to worry about tomorrow or yesterday, where you feel safe and know you're doing the best you can?
There's a word for that, it's called love.
L-O-V-E.

maybe i'll find it someday.

goodnight world.

Ice Ice baby

People dream of having dreams.
I don't.
I get the weirdest ones ever!

Brad Pitt + Angelina Jolie + paparazzi = extremely weird.

I once had a dream of an Editor telling me it was a
" Dog eat dog world. "
Does that makes sense to you?
With additional sentences like " one-night stand " involved.
HAHAS
i won't tell you about that part!

But it was hilarious:D

I need to get a new piggy.
My piggy bank broke:(
It had a tragic death.
It was the best piggy i ever had.

Best kiss

I wanna do this someday:)


Please remember me,wonder about me,look for me,find me - A place called here.

goodnight world.

PURPLE VEINS

CANDY YUM!



Have you seen any cuter candy shop then this?

Did i tell you?
I'm convinced that my Ipod is a female.
It's totally & utterly obsessed with Zac Efron!
Everytime i plug in, an Efron's song will be played without fail.



Me: " Kat your a Anorexic freak "
kat: " Your a Fashion nerd freak "
Me: " At least I'm fashionable:)

Okay,fine.
I hope to be at least!
hahas


Katsie. Cheer up.
Whether you are taking pure bio or not, i know you can do it.
And you will always be beautiful to me:)

A lovely message for you cardybuddy:
I know your going through a really tough time.
I know no one can be compared to you cause everybody goes through different kind of hardship.

Just know that i'm here for you always.
With Olevels in the way, it's gonna be slightly tighter for now on but know that i'm always here for you.

I know love him.
You care so much for him
But if things don't ever work out, know that you deserve so much more alright?



Finding this book could have been the death of me, i tell you.
But I DID IT.
I found it :D


A funny clip just you.
get cracking:)


OH. GUESS WHAT.
I managed to fix the kitchen light!
Something to feel proud of.
This is what you have to do when you do not have a domestic helper.
sigh.

I don't want to fall in love
I don't want to see the stars up above in the sky



So i closed my eyes & said goodbye.

There she goes with a twinkle in her eyes.

So finally done with the prelims.


YES? NOOOOOOOOOOOO.

This means the next step is Olevels.
That means DOOM.

I'm here to talk with you my cabby rides i had!

The cab driver said:
You chinese indian ah!
I said:
Er, yes :)

And this is what i found out from the uncle.
95% of the Singapore indians are drinkers.
99% of the Singapore chinese men are gamblers.
So i wondered. What does that make me?

Oops, i'm not a guy:D

I shall relate to another fun cab ride i had.
This uncle said " I had three wives."
Me: Okay.
Know what i called my last wife?
China doll.
You know what i called my second last wife?
Barbie doll.
You know what my first wife was called?
Aiyoyo.

PANADOL LA.

HAHAHAHAS. I sure did enjoy that cab ride.

Something fun for you to watch.



Laugh your way to bed.

goodnight world.

I am a vernier calipers

What happened to the serenity?


Made my way down to City hall to collect some stuff.
Took a walk in Mall and realised that they are also upgrading themselves.
Talk about being left behind man.
Anyways, walked into boutiques i couldn't afford: (

So decided to stay in City to TRY and study.

Yes world, the word is CAPITALISED up.

Phone was busy buzzing away at the wrong time.
Either i get no calls when i'm ultimately bored or,
when i'm extremely packed with things to do,
tonnes of messages come in.

Mood swings didn't help at all.
It happily made things worse.

Afraid of me?
Be very very afraid.

The train ride home was a peculiar one.
I caught a lady continuously staring at me!

Everytime i sensed her gaze upon me,
I would look at her and i would catch her eyeballs pretending to look in a different direction!
It didn't get any better when i managed to get a sit.
Unfortunately,
next to her.
Maybe she thought i was her long-lost younger sister or something.


Have you ever denied something that existed?
And when that existence of that denial became heavier,
you seem to have been drawn into more denial?

That denial of existence kept your oil lamp burning,
however when that existence faded away,
your lamp grew weaker?

Denial of that existence.
Where have you gone?


goodnight world.



Oh to the girl who nickname me "Vernier Calipers",

YOUR'RE A MICROMETER SCREW GAUGE :D

<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME :)

SWEET



I'm finally 17.
It feels weird actually saying it.
" Hi there! Guess what! It's my birthday today & I'm 17! "

I get to be a total kid for the day.
I get to stomp my feet, whine, cry, make funny faces :D

HAHAS.

It's nice to know i've got treated meals that are awaiting me. hahas

To:
Sherie - After prelims ah. I can't wait.
Charles - Bring me out you say? I'll hold you to your words!

I want a teddy bear, a lollipop, flowers, a new doll house ...

I get to be the spoilt brat for the day :D
HAHAS

Relax, i'm just kidding.

Hope i do have a great day ahead.

goodbye world.

A tear from the sky tonight

It's been rather long since i last typed an entry.
Yes, i know what your thinking.
WHY HAVE I ABANDONED YOU! you yelp inside:D

I haven't and i didn't, don't worry.

2 months huh, time does pass fast when you least expect it to.
Especially when life becomes cloudy and sometimes you just don't wanna think about it.
SO!
I'll talk about more interesting stuff.

So i caught I know who killed me yesterday night.
Boy, did it scare the living daylights out of me.
I knew it was a semi-horror movie however i wasn't prepared for what i saw yesterday.
Horror, yes.
Scares me to the core, but it's fun to watch.
Adrenaline rush, heart pumping faster all the blood gush.
That's fun.
But GORE?
Oh no no no no.

I bet i was the loudest in the cinema.
But i didn't care because it was so terrifying!
Whether the ratings for it was good or bad, I must say Lindsay wasn't that bad.
If she could make me afraid, i guess she had me then.
Derrick! You didn't tell me there was going to be gore la.
Some more want to scare me in the cinema!
Just wait.
One day,i'll creep out from the dark corner and scare you!
Back to Lohan.
She was awfully hot. Boys, in for some stripteases?

Who knew i could put the pieces together when i was too busy being 100% terrified?
I can't believe my suspect was the music teacher.
and so he was the one.
How creepy is that!

But what really crept me out the most was how he knew so much about her.
All the similar facts i picked out from the movie, really made me feel frightened to go home by myself.
After all, my block is no longer safe.
I shall not scare you so i won't disclose the block number.

I'm really afraid to see him again.
The 1st time was bad enough to already burn a horrible mark in my memory.
The 2nd time was for me to hide away.
The 3rd time just a earth check to me that he hasn't disappeared yet.

The memory of his voice snakes its way through my body causes all my muscles to petrify.


I didn't get to thank the girls for the lovely roses that day.
So here's my big shout out.
I LOVE THEM <3


For all you blood thirsting people.

When the blood flows into your veins, your breath catches and your min spins out into that huge black space of unreality - marshmallows for breakfast

I should just find my equilibrium & concentrate on the more important things.

tata world.